glasssnail's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Off Book! So I have the worst stomach ache ever, and I had to practically eat some chalk to make it not burn my bum. Oh yeah. You wanted to know that didn't you? Anyway... Otherwise things are alright. The offbook thing actually worked out for us girls. That was nice... But as for the boys... I don't think so. Act 4 and 5 are going to be real issues for me. That is for sure... REAL issues.. Shit. My room is clean today and my stomach will slowly get back down to its normal size. Hopefully. I think Mr. Mitchell is looking at me like I am just so disgusting right now. I wouldn't blame him because I am disgusting. I choose to look the way I feel and the majority of the time I just feel so ugly. It was fun when I was a little thinner and I was cool with dressing up a little bit. That's the most fun I've had in school for a long time. But since then I just don't take care of myself at all.... Absolutely not. I need to lose 2 lbs a day for the next 5 days.... Yes. So I can look nice in my dress.. Fuck. I need to be in the teens now! 11:53 p.m. - October 04, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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