glasssnail's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chris's Girlfriend? I hate crying. That's all I can do now a days. Cry more an more... Just constantly crying. I don't want to do this any more. I need help. I need something to get me through right now. Just for now. I also don't want to eat ever again. Fuck this shit. But I will anyway. I have managed to keep my weight down by starving... but I will always binge to bring it back up again. It's ok. I will get through the hard days. I'm so tired, I'm going to pass out. I was just talking to Moy. He makes me feel better about things. And Jesse and I need to have a serious talk about what's going on between us. I guess Chris Jaime has a new girlfriend? Heh. Well. Congradulations. :) Otherwise I'm still lonely. I asked for Jesse to come over this weekend. We'll see if it really happens. Monday, I have to be off book. So good night. Sleep well 9:27 p.m. - October 01, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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